today i got zinc poisoning | literally, i little white pill made my body curl into a crampy little ball and i laid on my love sac till 2

and i was so… blah

ive been having major cabin fever. it would be more bearable if i actually were in a cabin

logan is frigid. like crunchy snow frigid. and to make matters worse there arent really any inside places that entice the mind. {if you are from the valley and know of any, holler}

so my mind has been desolate. somedays i feel like i have Alzheimer’s, which is probably my worst fear. then i realize that this is my fault. so i packed up my laptop and ventured to the cutest little cafe | a little treat of culture + neighborhood that serves some decadent hot cocoa

while im being random. do you ever “feel” memories. i am not sure if that even makes sense {sugar daddy didnt seem to get me but ill try}. every once in awhile when life is all muted gray i start to “feel” memories. not just the smell of coconut reminding me of bronzed skin + popsicles. like i actually get a little homesick for a memory. a little longing for that first whiff of summer rolling in, a little nostalgia for BBQ on the lawn. and sometimes it even kind of hurts. like one of those dreams you wake up from and feel all wobbly + weird.

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